I dont expect it

After 1 month of being in love with my girlfriend.
i felt that there is something happening within us. i just dont wish to speak it out cause it makes me upset too. I dont expect any changes. i just like bottling it up but the issue is boiling in my heart.
I am not angry. this is my first relationship that last so long. i dont ever think of breaking up cause i truely love you.

but do you ???

the life at home with my love life

since my love life started not long ago, i found out many things change.
my mum started to show me a goddamn face of ((THE FACE OF EXPECTING SOMETHING FROM ME)
she ALWAYS think that when i chat on my mobile, i will SIMPLY forget to clear up my dishes and do the household.

because SHE DOESNT NOT HAVE A 0.01% FAITH IN ME THAT I CAN LAST THIS RELANTIONSHIP WITH MY LOVE.

I JUST WANNA SEE HOW FAR I CAN LAST WITH MY GIRL.
i really wanna try out my capablies.

what kind of mum is this.
she like poking her nose in everything i do with her.

there was a time i slogg out my guts to go out with my lover's mother to have dinner. i really enjoy my life there. not means i with her mother i will enjoy life like kings. all my worries are GONE. after the dinner at SIAM KITCHEN, we headed on the K BOX. i see my lover sung her heart out until i was so amazing of her pwnding voice.
deep in my heart
i should thank god for getting me a girlfriend who is so capable.

after the enjoyment, my mum call me with a tone ((HEY I CHANGE THE HOUSE LOCK, YOU CAN GO TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND HOUSE AND STAY))(ended))((Smack the phone dead))

i continue to ignore after a moment, she call back and ask me where am i and this and that. 9 SHE ALWAYS SAY MARCUS, THIS IS YOUR LAST TIME GOING OUT WITH THEIR PARENTS OK. I DONT LIKE IT. I DONT LIKE YOU GOING OUT WITH THEIR PARENTS.))

MY MARCUS TREATED ME AS A ROBOT GIVE ME A COMMAND THAT I MUST FUCKING FOLLOW.

i have a rare records of going out of home at 2 am in the early morning.
i dont go out until that late
but my mum simply LOVES t iron me flat until i have no other choice to go with.

i get a girlfriend also need her permission.
i get a girlfriend also need a knowledge on her background.
OH MY GOD
FUCK OFF

starting of my love life

on the 13-4-2007.
I had found a girl that i truly love. although there is a great difference between our age, i really hope we can be together for as long as possible.
my family background is quite decent while my lover family's background is quite complicated.
i have no choice because this is my first love.
i really wish to treasure the wonderful times and wonderful moments together with her.

seriously

i really did not found out that i was deep in love with her.

thats was touching.

scorpio VS scorpio

thats our battle name

hahaha

The most saddest moment of my life

MY AUNTIE THROW AWAY MY INTEL SHIRT

She see the clothing as like old clothing and she just throw away.

There was one shirt I never wear at all

The shirts

INTEL Core 2 Duo shirt
INTEL gaming club shirt
INTEL Pentium 4 shirt
Many more

All of that are my most favourite shirt but my auntie throw away them


The Team Intel shirt I NEVER GET A CHANCE TO WEAR IT AND YET SHE THROW IT AWAY

I really hate the person who throw away my stuff WITHOUT MY PERMISSION

I need to go down to sungei road to find back my intel shirts

ALL BECAUSE OF HER

I WAS SADDED FOR 3 MONTHS

The shirt are controlled items. It is a 100% rare chance for me to get it.

How life

nowaday life is quite a weird way to live.
nowaday i need to wake up 6am to take a bus to yishun area
that my school

ITE yishun

then meeting familliar people on the bus


today
i help a girl from my former school to retrive her wallet

she left her wallet on the bus

she sa near to me and i saw that she left her wallet

then i runn down the bus to giove her back

she said thanks and thank you

that all s

and i need to wait for 15 minutes for another bus

the bus come quite slow

luckily this time i not late cause there is not traffic jam to my school

hahahha

then happy ot meet my friend at the intyerchange also waiting to go to school

then school life are quite fun

teacher also being a headache to us

hahaha

sometimes we dont even wanna listen to the teacher and we just continue our chatting lesson.

hahha
teacher also quite mad with us

in the end we understand the teacher though so we will also listen to her words

we already sutdyed on electronics like capacitors and colour codes

life in ITE

now it is been almost 1 month when i am studying in ITE yishun
life seems to quiet and noisy.
during class i will just sleep ignoring teacher teaching

my teacher teaches technical and theory usch as maths.

mostly i enjoy english lessons. which taught us about our goal and teamwork.

i find ITE yishun quite ok
but i should earlier transfer because there are some bad air floating around about me in ITE

sad

sad

too bad i cant do it.

anyway i choose to give up on her.

my fault

toooot

love

it is just a new month of februay when i started to woo a girl from another class.
she is quite understanding and does not meet any of my bad conditions.
but it seem hard to get near her. my break and lunch hour are almost different then hers.
deep in my heart, i really wanted to get close with her. but i have no guts and i am shy.
while others gave me some encouragement, i still have not enough guts

i am even not sure if i stand a chance to win her

let me share with you my latest relantionship ((( ICYVAMPIRE AND ME)))

she many suitors and i just like one dumb nut everyday chatting with her, sharing my experience and caring for her.
but in the end she flew with others.
icyvampire and i even went to the same country when we had our holidays.
but we cant meet as we have no communication.

but i wish i can be successful in this relantionship.

My life with a XDA O2 MINI II

Today is 28-1-2007

As I thinking of troubleshooting my XDA O2 mini II overheating problem, I try to flash the rom that the update given my O2. I works abit fine

Then later I went to O2 shop in bugis and I found out the repair charge is very expensive.

The mainboard is more that 300+ and the labour fees is about 47+. I felt it is a pain to repair it and pay for the repair cost.

But I really wanted to have this phone following me by my side

I can really treat it as my wife.

Then
Later during the evening

I accidentally drop the XDA O2 mini II on the floor

The top light show RED and I very scared it might cause technical problem

I really wanted to send for repair

But since the repair charges is so expensive
I really wish to see the XDA O2 mini II in a new fresh shape
Because this XDA O2 mini II was given to me by my uncle.
My uncle told me that he use the XDA O2 mini II got many problem and send for repair 2 times.

But the problem still pop out

My intention was maybe he does not know how to use it

During the first week in my care

My uncle was very happy that the XDA O2 mini II is working very fine

He said that when he on the XDA O2 mini II for a while like 15 min then he tap it the XDA O2 mini II jammed

I trouble shoot it and now I prove to him

He was quite happy with it

But anyway during my holiday I planned to work again to get to repair this XDA O2 mini II .

Now I trying to solve how the XDA O2 mini II overheat.

It use to overheat when I hear song from my XDA O2 mini II.

The condition to my XDA O2 mini II is very bad
There is scratches on the back and front panel.