my sad life

sometimes i feel life i quite happy and sad. btu for me it always bitter. life mixed with time, when the time has come life i sgood and vice versa. but i really dont know what to do in my life. i used to study computer more than my normal studies. because i really enjoy reading computer book and doing computer gick. many of my classmates envy me because i so PRO in my classmate. i even beat my computer teacher on computer question. but i feel that my n level is round the corner and i haven started my revision. and i really hate maths mostly the simutanues equation and the dont want equation. bu ti really enjoy the english, E.O.A, science, mother tougue and computer appication lesson. sometime i really hate maths but many of my friends, teacher and sibling told me that i must pass my math in order to get a course in computer technology then i can go for further studies at redmon microsoft campus. my dreams i to go to microsoft redmond campus to study and go to MIT for studies then i stay in america forever bu ti feel that the boat of my dreams is drifing away. so i have no idea wat to do.