I/O sheid make me crazy

on 22-11-2006

i nearly lost two intel 965 mainboard I/O sheid.
because i misplace them in another box.

or maybe i was too blurr.

I/O sheid is given only one for each mainboard being purchase.
without a I/O sheid you cannot even sell the mainboard.

I/O sheid is a cover to attach to the back of your computer plugs

there is diffrent I/O sheid so i cannot anyhow use other I/O sheid.

Today i killed a intel 946 mainboard

today is my shocking day of the month.

attually it is not my fault.
i ask aisha to help me
if she done anything wrong
i got to be responsible for it.

if i dont give work to her
she will tell others that i never give work to her.
if i blame aisha for the problem.
in the end the problem will come to me
because i responsible for any damage to the order i did.

i even dont afford a intel 965 mainboard.
but now i MUST pay for the 946 mainboard

it was because someone drop the processor on the mainboard processor holder.
the edge of the processor is quite sharp and the impact cause a bend pin.

if my eye is sharp
i can repair that board.
but many dont advice me to repair that board because it might be still able to go for RMA.
but too bad
someone damage it and i got to be responsible for it because i ask the person to do.

maybe this is a lesson to me.
to feel the pinch of askingpeople to do.
i rather be alone then calling people to follow me out.

the figure of my heart

my heart is just like ICE

the cold steam which keep the heart frozen was the caring gases

since many people hurt me disturb me the cold gas getting less and lesser

making the ice melting

and many blows to my feeling is just like a samll stone hurting on a block of ice
chipping many ice bits away.

then soon my heart will filled with hatred
the caring gas is not fighting away the hatred heat

9-11-2006

today is my 16 birthday

this day i was working in a company that managed computer technology
PLUTO TECHNOLOGY PTE LTD

then today the starting of the day is a good start
the girl i love has send me the first ever birthday greeting to me on 12.00 midnight 9-11-2006.

i was very happy
even my sister also sent me a midnite SMS
i was happy about that too
because she at least knew my birthday.

then the morning i went to work
many of them still did not knew my birthday
i even dont wanna them to knew my birthday but for though who i wish to share with.

today i am quite chatting making sound in the technical room
and one of my working mates told me to SHUT UP cause i was far making too much noise
nevermind
i really try to tolerate it.
i really dont know how to fight back
or fight back by dont answering his commands
jesus chirst i am not his dog


it was 4 pm
i called my mum to ask whether did she borrow the superstore card for me because it was just i got my pay into my bank.
then i really wanna buy games and my favourite items but i got to take one step by one step.

attually i wanted to buy the game yesterday cause i after work i went to the nearest bank and check my balance

i wanted to buy the game ASAP theni can install in the compaq presario at my auntie house

i really hate talking to my mother on the phone

she love fucking negetive words
i really cant understand her
i hate it
she always love to stop me
thats my money
i even can make a superstore card for myself
why should i depend on her
the goddamn card
yesterday i called my mum to tell her that the amount has been enter to my bank account and she told me (((WHY MUST BUY TODAY))((HUH))((TOMORROW NO MORE ALREADY IZZIT))
I WILL KILL HER SOON IF I HEARD THIS FUCKING WORD COMING OUT OFF HER GODDAMN MIND.

no one can stop me

i really dont even wanna bash her up or whack her
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after N level examinations

since many days after the examninations

i have being fine and well.
just soon refiefing myself after the stressed period.
on our very last day of the last examinations

my class teacher
mr tan
told us that he will be leaving this school at the end of the year
everybody were shock and curious to know the reason
but the reason is he is being transferred to another school
good for him then he can make more friends

mr tan also organise a nice chalet and we all have fun together.
thats was a good chalet party
i and him really matched up as a cook and assistant.
hahaha
i really miss the time when i and mr atn walk along the braodwalk of changi village seeing the sunsetting down the island of desire

thanks