Thursday, May 24, 2007

I dont expect it

After 1 month of being in love with my girlfriend.
i felt that there is something happening within us. i just dont wish to speak it out cause it makes me upset too. I dont expect any changes. i just like bottling it up but the issue is boiling in my heart.
I am not angry. this is my first relationship that last so long. i dont ever think of breaking up cause i truely love you.

but do you ???

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

the life at home with my love life

since my love life started not long ago, i found out many things change.
my mum started to show me a goddamn face of ((THE FACE OF EXPECTING SOMETHING FROM ME)
she ALWAYS think that when i chat on my mobile, i will SIMPLY forget to clear up my dishes and do the household.

because SHE DOESNT NOT HAVE A 0.01% FAITH IN ME THAT I CAN LAST THIS RELANTIONSHIP WITH MY LOVE.

I JUST WANNA SEE HOW FAR I CAN LAST WITH MY GIRL.
i really wanna try out my capablies.

what kind of mum is this.
she like poking her nose in everything i do with her.

there was a time i slogg out my guts to go out with my lover's mother to have dinner. i really enjoy my life there. not means i with her mother i will enjoy life like kings. all my worries are GONE. after the dinner at SIAM KITCHEN, we headed on the K BOX. i see my lover sung her heart out until i was so amazing of her pwnding voice.
deep in my heart
i should thank god for getting me a girlfriend who is so capable.

after the enjoyment, my mum call me with a tone ((HEY I CHANGE THE HOUSE LOCK, YOU CAN GO TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND HOUSE AND STAY))(ended))((Smack the phone dead))

i continue to ignore after a moment, she call back and ask me where am i and this and that. 9 SHE ALWAYS SAY MARCUS, THIS IS YOUR LAST TIME GOING OUT WITH THEIR PARENTS OK. I DONT LIKE IT. I DONT LIKE YOU GOING OUT WITH THEIR PARENTS.))

MY MARCUS TREATED ME AS A ROBOT GIVE ME A COMMAND THAT I MUST FUCKING FOLLOW.

i have a rare records of going out of home at 2 am in the early morning.
i dont go out until that late
but my mum simply LOVES t iron me flat until i have no other choice to go with.

i get a girlfriend also need her permission.
i get a girlfriend also need a knowledge on her background.
OH MY GOD
FUCK OFF

starting of my love life

on the 13-4-2007.
I had found a girl that i truly love. although there is a great difference between our age, i really hope we can be together for as long as possible.
my family background is quite decent while my lover family's background is quite complicated.
i have no choice because this is my first love.
i really wish to treasure the wonderful times and wonderful moments together with her.

seriously

i really did not found out that i was deep in love with her.

thats was touching.

scorpio VS scorpio

thats our battle name

hahaha

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